So shocked so much hurt lately in the world as I know it...why can't there be some happiness! Its too sad! life is dark right now...

the world is dark today....

a lament to lost love...and a passing on of a friend....it's my newest poem.

I found out this morning a friend died in a car crash....

drinking is not worth it! I want all to hear me say that!

and exactly a month ago to this day..he left me and my world came crumbling down...and I am still struggling...with this sad..sad news today...the world looks dark...


she was so full of life! and so genuinely happy to just be alive! there are so few like that left...
she was a bright light...so it is only natural that the world looks dark today...

it was dark for me too, a whole month in this confusing hell...and I still haven't found my direction yet!


I feel hopeless...

lost and in despair...sinking further into a pit I have been trying to climb out of now for over a month!

...and I still have college work to do....but I can't read right now...I can't see the words on the page through my tears....


I love you all...know that!

to all those that are real friends thank you and please be careful out there the world is dangerous!

to those friends that don't speak to me, I miss you...life is too short for holding grudges...I forgive all! I apologize for all that I ever did to wrong anyone!


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Ket